Sunday, August 17, 2008

A song...very dear to me

I was alone at home that day...feeling left out and upset.They were playing this beautiful track on the radio.That was the first time I heard this song,and just fell in love with it! Here goes the lyrics...

I entered the room
Sat by your bed all through the night
I watched your daily fight
I hardly knew
The pain was almost more than I could bear
And still I hear
Your last words to me
"Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side"



You just faded away

You spread your wings you had flown

Away to something unknown
Wish I could bring you back
You are always on my mind
About to tear myself apart.
You have your special place in my heart


Always "Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I’ll always be by your side"



And even when I go to sleep
I still can hear your voice
And those words
I never will forget

" Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side "


http://mp3.iciba.com/viewvideo-122.shtml


Moments roll on and become memories.Intense ecstacy,anxiety,agony all dwindle with time and new layers of our experiences obliterate them.
They are the words amalgamated with music that bring alive the obliterated,still residing in our memories;people we met and are never to meet again;the paths separated never to cross again;some promises made never meant to be kept,some dreams dreamt never meant to come true.The melody brings back the fragrance of those days;like a rose kept ages ago in the pages of a book,desiccated but the sweet-fragrance still intact...

Friday, August 15, 2008

An eternal solitude...





Murky Earth.

Deep-rooted sorrows crashing on the shores of her heart.

Rains streaming from the corners of her eyes.

Empty of desires.Dreams...surrendered before Reality.

She stretched her hand...the rains plummeted on her palm.

They would'nt stay.Could'nt wash away her clamour.Did'nt feel the same anymore.

Dark clouds,grinning.Horizons,no more visible.

No silver lining for her.No rainbow after the rains.

Hopeless,lethargic,dreary.

Endless torments.Bruised by the agony.

Thunders made her shudder.No hands to clench.

No shoulders to lean on and weep.No consoling embrace.

Could that magic happen once more?Could she again be spellbound by the fantasy?

Another life,maybe.

Another fate.

But this fate?This life?

It was meant for this perpetual solitude...


Saturday, August 2, 2008

The Tacit Love...2

[...continued]

The End:

'Evening Delight' was indeed a compliment to Dhruv's choice.It was just a perfect place for the occasion.The walls were done in peach with prints of red roses all over.Classy lamps were dangling from the ceiling,encircling a sophisticatedly placed chandeliar.The settees had a velvety mauve cover coupled with a glass table,effortlessly sparkling flamboyance.Quite a contrast to the light cases,the place had only a hovering glimmer.

"So should we order some food?" Dhruv asked.
As Dharya did not want to eat anything heavy,she ordered for a cheese pizza and a vanilla ice-cream with a strawberry topping.

"So what after today,Dhruv?"

"What,what after today?"

"I mean,we were friends.Then you came across the idea of gifting me this" she said,her fingers showing her Saree,"and then you asked me for a date.What after THIS,after today?"

"You mean something like,umm,like I should propose you now or something?" He said,with his eyes broadened to the utmost.

"I'm not going to teach you everything,Dhruv!"

"What!" he said,laughing,as if some joke had been cracked."You are not serious,are you,Dharya? Finish your ice-cream and I'll go and pay off the bill."

Dharya watched him rise and walk off.The people around still had cheerful faces.The red roses still looked beautiful on the peach walls.While the light from overhead danced on her,making her look magnificient,the red strawberry burried itself into the foamy cream.It looked like a little heart encased so much in love that no other emotion could ever touch it.It looked like a tiny rose bud that had been broken off its stem even before it could bloom."

"What is it Dharya?Now,come on! Don't take everything so seriously!Come lets leave now."

The word 'leave' made her smile.He was talking of leaving even before he had held her.Her smiling face looked sadder and more griefstuck than a tearful face.She had to leave without tasting the already thawed ice-cream,in which hid her imagined love-filled heart.

Dhruv's black car shone beneath the silvery moonlight.It was a beautiful night.The sky,adorned with the silver moon and twinkling stars,looked new.But nothing was new,she knew.Every night brings the same moon,and the same stars twinkle.And she knew love would never be so new to her again.From then,everytime she'd think of love,it would be Dhruv she would always be thinking of...